CHAPTER-4; PART-III
Seeing God everywhere:
Sri Ramakrishana |
MASTER: "But this is not possible without
intense love of God. One sees nothing but God everywhere when one loves
Him with great intensity. It is like a person with jaundice, who sees
everything yellow. Then one feels, 'I am verily He'.
"A drunkard,
deeply intoxicated, says, 'Verily I am Kāli!' The gopis, intoxicated with love,
exclaimed, 'Verily I am Krishna!'
"One who thinks of
God, day and night, beholds Him everywhere. It is like a man's seeing
flames on all sides after he has gazed fixedly at one flame for some
time."
"But that isn't
the real flame", flashed through M.'s mind.
Sri
Ramakrishna, who could read a man's inmost thought, said: "One
doesn't lose consciousness by thinking of Him who is all Spirit, all Consciousness.
Shivanath once remarked that too much thinking about God confounds the
brain. Thereupon I said to him, 'How can one become unconscious by
thinking of Consciousness?' "
M: "Yes,
sir, I realize that. It isn't like thinking of an unreal object.
How can a man lose his intelligence if he always fixes his mind on Him whose
very nature is eternal Intelligence?"
MASTER
(with pleasure): "It is through God's grace that you understand
that. The doubts of the mind will not disappear without His grace. Doubts
do not disappear without Self-realization.
"But one need not
fear anything if one has received the grace of God. It is rather easy for
a child to stumble if he holds his father's hand; but there can be no such fear
if the father holds the child's hand. A man does not have to suffer any
more if God, in His grace, removes his doubts and reveals Himself to him.
But this grace descends upon him only after he has prayed to God with intense
yearning of heart and practised spiritual discipline. The mother feels
compassion for her child when she sees him running about breathlessly.
She has been hiding herself; now she appears before the child."
"But why should
God make us run about?" thought M
Immediately
Sri Ramakrishna said: "It is His will that we should
run about a little. Then it is great fun. God has created the world
in play, as it were. This is called Mahamaya, the Great Illusion.
Therefore one must take refuge in the Divine Mother, the Cosmic Power
Itself. It is She who has bound us with the shackles of illusion.
The realization of God is possible only when those shackles are severed."
Worship of the Divine Mother:
The Master continued:
"One must propitiate the Divine Mother, the Primal Energy, in order to
obtain God's grace. God Himself is Mahamaya, who deludes the world with
Her illusion and conjures up the magic of creation, preservation, and
destruction. She has spread this veil of ignorance before our eyes.
We can go into the inner chamber only when She lets us pass through the
door. Living outside, we see only outer objects, but not that Eternal
Being, Existence-Knowledge-Bliss Absolute. Therefore it is stated in the
purna that deities like Brahma praised Mahamaya for the destruction of the
demons Madhu and Kaitabha.
"Śakti alone is
the root of the universe. That Primal Energy has two aspects: vidyā and
avidyā. Avidyā deludes. Avidyā conjures up 'woman and gold', which
casts the spell. Vidyā begets devotion, kindness, wisdom, and love, which
lead one to God. This avidyā must be propitiated, and that is the purpose
of the rites of Śakti worship.
"The devotee
assumes various attitudes toward Śakti in order to propitiate Her: the attitude
of a handmaid, a 'hero', or a child. A hero's attitude is to please Her
even as a man pleases a woman through intercourse.
"The worship of
Śakti is extremely difficult. It is no joke. I passed two years as
the handmaid and companion of the Divine Mother. But my natural attitude
has always been that of a child toward its mother. I regard the breasts
of any woman as those of my own mother.
Master's attitude toward women:
"Women
are, all of them, the veritable images of Śakti. In northwest India the
bride holds a knife in her hand at the time of marriage; in Bengal, a
nut-cutter. The meaning is that the bridegroom, with the help of the
bride, who is the embodiment of the Divine Power, will sever the bondage of
illusion. This is the 'heroic' attitude. I never worshipped the
Divine Mother that way. My attitude toward Her is that of a child toward
its mother.
"The bride is the
very embodiment of Śakti. Haven't you noticed, at the marriage ceremony,
how the groom sits behind like an idiot? But the bride - she is so bold!
His love for Narendra:
Narendra (Vivekananda) |
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