7. THE MASTER AND VIJAY GOSWAMI (PART-V):
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| Sri Ramakrishna |
Monday, January 1, 1883
At
eight o'clock in the morning Sri Ramakrishna was seated on a mat spread on the
floor of his room at Dakshineswar. Since
it was a cold day, he had wrapped his body in his moleskin shawl. Prankrishna and M. were seated in front of
him. Rakhal, too, was in the room. Prankrishna was a high government official
and lived in Calcutta. Since he had had
no offspring by his first wife, with her permission he had married a second
time. By the second wife he had a
son. Because he was rather stout, the
Master addressed him now and then as "the fat brahmin". He had great respect for Sri
Ramakrishna. Though a householder,
Prankrishna studied the Vedanta and had been heard to say: "Brahman alone
is real and the world illusory. I am
He." The Master used to say to him: "In the Kaliyuga the life of a
man depends on food. The path of
devotion prescribed by Narada is best for this age."
A
devotee had brought a basket of jilipi for the Master, which the latter kept by
his side. Eating a bit of the sweets, he
said to Prankrishna with a smile: "You see, I chant the name of the Divine
Mother; so I get all these good things to eat.
(Laughter.) But She doesn't give such fruits as gourd or pumpkin. She bestows the fruit of Amrita,
Immortality-knowledge, love, discrimination, renunciation, and so forth."
A
boy six or seven years old entered the room.
The Master himself became like a child.
He covered the contents of the basket with the palm or his hand, as a
child does to conceal sweets from another child lest the latter should snatch
them. Then he put the basket aside.
Suddenly
the Master went into samādhi and sat thus a long time. His body was transfixed, his eyes wide open
and unblinking, his breathing hardly perceptible. After a long time he drew a deep breath,
indicating his return to the world of sense.
Vision of Divine Mother:
MASTER
(to Prankrishna): "My Divine Mother is not only formless, She has forms as
well. One can see Her forms. One can behold Her incomparable beauty
through feeling and love. The Mother
reveals Herself to Her devotees in different forms.
"I
saw Her yesterday. She was clad in a
seamless ochre-coloured garment, and She talked with me.
"She
came to me another day as a Mussalman girl six or seven years old. She had a tilak on her forehead and was
naked. She walked with me, joking and
frisking like a child.
"At
Hriday's house I had a vision of Gauranga.
He wore a black-bordered cloth.
"Haladhāri
used to say that God is beyond both Being and Non-being. I told the Mother about it and asked Her,
'Then is the divine form an illusion?' The Divine Mother appeared to me in the
form of Rati's mother and said, 'Do thou remain in Bhāva' I repeated this to
Haladhāri. Now and then I forget Her
command and suffer. Once I broke my
teeth because I didn't remain in bhava.
So I shall remain in bhava unless I receive a revelation from heaven or
have a direct experience to the contrary.
I shall follow the path of love.
What do you say?"
PRANKRISHNA: "Yes, sir."
MASTER: "But why should I
ask you about it? There is Someone within me who does all these things through
me. At times I used to remain in a mood
of Godhood and would enjoy no peace of mind unless I were being worshipped.
"I
am the machine and God is the Operator.
I act as He makes me act. I speak
as He makes me speak. Keep your raft,
says Ramprasad, afloat on the sea of life, Drifting up with the flood-tide,
drifting down with the ebb.
"It
is like the cast-off leaf before a gale; sometimes it is blown to a good place
and sometimes into the gutter, according to the direction of the wind.
"As
the weaver said in the story: 'The robbery was committed by the will of Rama, I
was arrested by the police by the will of Rama, and again, by the will of Rama,
I was set free.'
"Hanuman
once said to Rama: 'O Rama, I have taken refuge in Thee. Bless me that I may have pure devotion to Thy
Lotus Feet and that I may not be caught in the spell of Thy world-bewitching
maya.'
"Once
a dying bullfrog said to Rama: 'O Rama, when caught by a snake I cry for Your
protection. But now I am about to die,
struck by Your arrow. Hence I am
silent.'
God's nature like that of a child:
"I
used to see God directly with these very eyes, just as I see you. Now I see divine visions in trance.
"After
realizing God a man becomes like a child.
One acquires the nature of the object one meditates upon. The nature of God is like that of a child. As a child builds up his toy house and then
breaks it down, so God acts while creating, preserving, and destroying the
universe. Further, as the child is not
under the control of any guna, so God is beyond the three gunas-sattva, rajas,
and tamas. That is why paramahamsas keep
five or ten children with them, that they may assume their nature."
Sitting
on the floor in the room was a young man from Agarpara about twenty-two years
old. Whenever he came to the temple
garden, he would take the Master aside, by a sign, and whisper his thoughts to
him. He was a new-comer. That day he was sitting on the floor near the
Master.
MASTER (to the young man):
"A man can change his nature by imitating another's character. He can get rid of a passion like lust by
assuming the feminine mood. He gradually
comes to act exactly like a woman. I
have noticed that men who take female parts in the theatre speak like women or
brush their teeth like women while bathing.
Come again on a Tuesday or Saturday.
(To
Prankrishna) "Brahman and Śakti are inseparable. Unless you accept Śakti, you will find the
whole universe unreal-'I', 'you', house, buildings, and family. The world stands solid because the Primordial
Energy stands behind it. If there is no
supporting pole, no framework can be made, and without the framework there can
be no beautiful image of Durga.
"Without
giving up worldliness a man cannot awaken his spiritual consciousness, nor can
he realize God. He cannot but be a
hypocrite as long as he has even a trace of worldly desire. God cannot be realized without guilelessness.
Cherish love within your heart; abandon
cunning and deceit:
Through
service, worship, selflessness, does Rama's blessed vision come.
Even
those engaged in worldly activities, such as office work or business, should
hold to the truth. Truthfulness alone is
the spiritual discipline in the Kaliyuga."
PRANKRISHNA: "Yes, sir. It is said in the Mahanirvana Tantra: 'O
Goddess, this religion enjoins it upon one to be truthful, self-controlled,
devoted to the welfare of others, unagitated, and compassionate.'"
MASTER: "Yes. But these ideas must be assimilated."
Sri
Ramakrishna was sitting on the small couch.
He was in an ecstatic mood
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| Rakhal Maharaj |
and looked at Rakhal. Suddenly he was filled with the tender
feeling of parental love toward his young disciple and spiritual child. Presently he went into samādhi. The devotees sat speechless, looking at the
Master with wondering eyes.
Regaining
partial consciousness, the Master said: "Why is my spiritual feeling
kindled at the sight of Rakhal? The more you advance toward God, the less you
will see of His glories and grandeur.
The aspirant at first has a vision of the Goddess with ten arms; there
is a great display of power in that image.
The next vision is that of the Deity with two arms; there are no longer
ten arms holding various weapons and missiles.
Then the aspirant has a vision of Gopala, in which there is no trace of
power. It is the form of a tender
child. Beyond that there are other
visions also. The aspirant then sees
only Light.
"Reasoning
and discrimination vanish after the attainment of God and communion with Him in
samādhi. How long does a man reason and
discriminate? As long as he is conscious of the manifold, as long as he is
aware of the universe, of embodied beings, of 'I' and 'you'. He becomes silent when he is truly aware of
Unity. This was the case with Trailanga
Swami.
"Have
you watched a feast given to the brahmins? At first there is a great
uproar. But the noise lessens as their
stomachs become more and more filled with food.
When the last course of curd and sweets is served, one hears only the
sound 'soop, soop' as they scoop up the curd in their hands. There is no other sound. Next is the stage of sleep-samādhi. There is no more uproar.
SOURCE: The Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna
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